Alone (BAK) *pre 2013*In my dark room where no one can seeBut if you can that's where you'll find me,Some have tried to seek me out but I hid further away.Because I was afraid of what I could have seenIn the light, where all the surprises lieBecause when you're in the darknessyou have nothing to fear but fear it selfFor it's only as scary as you make it seem,I'm here waiting just for the right personto just come along and take me with them.Because I'm alone in a place where the eyes are deceived,the ears get tricked,and your nose HA! is useless.So here I am sitting by myself alone in the cold."Where is here?" you ask to tell the truth I don't know.Since you've heard me out I think you might be the one so come in.I guess what I'm trying to tell you is that I'm tried of being aloneand I'm finally ready to take on the lightJust let it shine because it's going to blow my mind.I owe you my life and thank you for you risked your own for a stranger you kind person.I'll soak in light's warmth an
Chaos' Toy (BAK) *pre 2013*life is complicatedi hate itthe emotions make things miseriableand terribly difficult.I never understood how to be"true to yourself" because frankly who doesntlie to themselves about things.Its almost immpossible to be completlyhonest to yourself.Because YOU know what YOU wanna hear!Another thing is everyone isnt always honestwith you either!Its hard to have real friends,Theyre hard to find,And you sure as heck cant really make 'em anymore!I hate this, Life loves throwin me curve balls im alreadyinsane i dont need a push!The Chaos Cat is watching with a grin for iam his ball of Yarn!This equation doesnt add it never did butthese problems keep rising up everythime i fall!It as though i can not win at all.
Lies Lead to Lonliness (BAK) *pre 2013*Some say time heals all wounds well i beg to differ with that!you sit there & sit there & think about whatever it is was more & morewhich makes it worse and that helps nothing!Others say when you start a lie you end up weaving a web i say thats quite incorrect as well.or that person just sucked at lying & got caught early in their processwhen you start lying you start falling off a cliff into a deep dark trench.sure you hit a legde climb onto it thinking ur safe now but it.isnt it cracks & crumblesandyoufalldown&down&downit gets lonesome.yes it does this trench is your mind your own personal prison.you cant runcant hideyou cant escape.you can call for help but whats the useno ones rope of support they toss you is never long enoughor moving fast enough to catch you.Lonliness isnt a "a stone in the stomach"its a dang bullet to the chestan arrow to the heart.thats barely a comparision but its close enough.dang it lonliness is the bars that go around
Invisible Kid (BAK) *pre 2013*Invisible Kid (BAK) *pre 2013*Here's the story of a foolish girlShe got tired of poniesSeeing, hearing, and even touching her.So she wished for invisibility.Then she was lonely,Her thoughts a drone:"I see them butThey don't see me.I speak butThey feel air.I touch butI am not there.No one can help me,Nor can they hurt meBecause to them I don't exist,Not now not ever.Oh what I would give to be seen again."I would know how she feels,For this foolish girlAlas was me.
Voices (BAK)*pre 2013*VoicesVoices (BAK)*pre 2013*Voices are something we all have.Whether one inspires anotherOr, one says great things to try to bring peace,or solve a life-changing mystery.But not everyone can speak with their mouthsome use their hands,others their paintings,their writings orJust any way to be heard by everyone else in this ignorant worldwith their own special kind of voice.The problem that saddens me is that most of those with voices don't use them.Because of their fear and frightthat may trouble them each night.So why don't they just speak up and tell us what the problem is?Don't you see that's where we cut the wirebecause we may lecture too much and listen too little?So wherever they are they've been scornedby those who try to help them.So listen more when someone needs to tell you something importantyou might be one of the first to help them.Like some have for me